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Mary Hildebrand (1958-2004) was perhaps Springs' most upbeat and engaging  -- and unlikely -- manager ever. Her steely determination, supported by former long-term absentee owner John Foggy, grew Springs into year-round operation in 2000 for first time since founding 124 years earlier.

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Miss Mary Hildebrand, by Debbie Davis
Mary & Me and Stewart Springs, by Stuart Ward


Debbie Davis

Debbie Davis is long-time Stewart Springs massage therapist and was close friend of Mary's

Miss Mary Hildebrand

Before I was blessed with the gift of giving massage at Stewart Mineral Springs, I knew Mary from playing fast pitch softball on Ernie’s Raiders. We were the #1 team in Siskiyou County and undefeated for years and years.

Being a guest of Stewart Mineral Springs since 1977, I actually experienced our after-soak sauna  as  a “step down onto”, sawdust covered floor. I laid down on a wooden cot where the bathhouse attendant covered me with a wood blanket and tucked me in to enjoy my steam.

I had been visiting the grounds for years and one day found my dear friend Mary was managing the springs. We were so happy to see each other. She gave me the official manager-guided tour of the facilities and the grounds. She was so sweet to have taken the time out of her busy schedule and given me special treatment. She always had a way of making guests feel very welcome and also very special, and that always included me every time I visited the springs.

I came up to do the bath and there was Mary, sitting at the desk next to the front desk staff, Miss Pat [Mary's mom] and they were both smiling from ear to ear. Those two women had a book and made regular entries almost daily. The book was called “The Dumbest Questions I have Ever Heard at the Desk at SMS” and it was Top Secret. No one knew they were laughing over the fresh entry and turned to me with questionable belief that people could even think these thoughts.

Quickly putting on their professional faces, they asked me how I was and what I’d  been up to. On sharing my massage school graduation, Mary and Pat agreed I needed to get on the list of massage therapists and to do an interview with Arnie, lead therapist.

Then Mary invited me to her house for a Raider Party. (Not only was Mary an Ernie’s Raider, she was a hope-to-die Oakland Raiders fan). So I accepted: potluck, big screen TV, painted silver and gray on her two  foster children’s faces, silver and black 4X4 truck, and fireworks to light off in the driveway after every  touchdown and every extra point. Party girl - she loved to celebrate and share that love  with family and friends.

Once I got on board it wasn’t long before I felt like family at the springs. She tended to confide in me, her happy times, like her boys working at the springs, the extra bookings for lodging and baths, getting permission to paint and fix things and buy massage oil and massage sheets. She loved being at the springs and the opportunity to work with her mom, Pat, and her aunt Ceci.

She always, always stuck up for me and my integrity in all matters, and she did the same for all that she loved at the springs. When things weren’t going so great, she either avoided me at all  costs, or expressed her anger to me, which is not the same as at me. She allowed me to be there for her as she was there for me.


Stuart Ward
Stuart (moi, site builder) was volunteer assistant manager to Mary for two years plus, and over 14 years created and maintained bathhouse's creek cold plunge. 

"First time I saw Mary she was scurrying around gift shop floor, re-organizing low-placed goods, getting ready to take helm from her cousin Susie Frank, then finishing gracious 12-season run.

"Mary looked so meek and unassuming. Little did I realize the force of nature bracing to shepherd the Springs into the new millennium."

 Mary & Me and Stewart Springs

It's late November, 1999, and under Mary's guidance the Springs was going year-round for first time in its long history.

Before, it ceased operations each winter, December through February. In yet earlier years it was open only seven months, from April Fool's Day to Halloween. With often-modest visitor volume even in pleasant peak season, likely no one had ever dared even thought of trying to keep place open through often-gnarly winters. Would people even come? Would they get snowed in? Would water pipes freeze? (Yes to all.)

The venerable old restaurant was re-opening as well after being shuttered for ages.

If that wasn't enough, Mary was working overtime to book new retreats, events, and workshops. And extending bathhouse/office open hours til 10 p.m. Thursday, Friday and Saturday evenings, creating two work shifts in process.

The place formerly kept banker hours, 10 to 6 every day, seven days a week, summer, spring, and fall, and shutting for winter.

Sauna enthusiasts who tried protesting 
early daily closings by staging de facto sit-in demonstration in old smaller sauna caved in heartbeat when introverted but no-nonsense Linda, longtime bath attendant and wife of Mary's uncle, flung door open wide and rushed in like firefighter and began hosing down benches like there was no one there. She'd sometimes barely suppress a grin as busted protesters scattered. 

Mary was seasoned in helping operate businesses, having formerly worked for Ralston-Purina. She was given mandate by owner to try to shake resort free of sleepy backwater past and let the world know it was there. Visitor volume in not-too-distant past had been so modest -- being more or less off the map beyond select circle of regulars, irregulars, and stray newbies -- that soakers could sometimes claim tubroom entire day.
Who's minding the place?
Mary's resident groundskeeper had just quit on her with zero notice. He'd gotten one tongue-lashing too many. Often-intense Scorpion, Mary could drive others as hard as she drove herself. At times she got downright tyrannical, having little to no patience for workers goofing up or slacking off. He'd recently let his large German shepherd roam free at night, and it so terrified late-arriving cabin guest as it stood outside her just-parked car, intently staring at her, that she didn't dare get out, instead driving to Weed motel and next day demanding a refund.

Mary was still reeling from a far more serious groundskeeper fiasco and resulting owner Foggy's ire. That man was escorted off grounds in handcuffs by sheriff deputies, charged with malfeasance. It seemed job post was now radioactive, rife with suspicion towards whoever held it. Owner was, understandably, wary of paying anyone only to be hornswaggled. 

Arrested ex-caretaker was later considered likely culprit exacting revenge when in dead of night someone with key access drained huge hillside water supply tank. It happened during mega-busy summer spell so, predictably, chaos ensued. Mary solved major problem by equally-sneakily deploying pump to refill tank with creek water. While denying that was precisely what she was doing, even after curious visitors heard pump and traced big hose from tank down to creek and began asking pointed questions, she emptied entire region's store shelves of bottled water and issued it at conference hall off end of her pickup truck to huge flock of overnighters. The place appeared to have become an unlikely refugee camp. 
Mary told me her plight of suddenly having no groundskeeper in a near-empty bathhouse lobby the next day. I was tickled she'd confided in me, as formerly she'd kept brisk managerial reserve.

The whole place was long in need of remedial care due to starvation budget and often unmotivated workers. It could've used an entire crew of caretakers to bring it back to some semblance of former zen condition enjoyed decades earlier under Goodpastures, and which in recent years it began reaching again.

Suddenly it had none.

volunteers of America
To give better perspective on what became my own dedicated full-court press in helping place along under Mary's eagle eye, sharing a pivotal experience volunteering back in 1973 might help.

Seattle, Washington's former Capitol Hill Food Co-op was renowned in early natural food movement days as nation's only successful all-volunteer non-profit food co-op storefront. Place was bubbling ferment of countercultural taking care of business when I stumbled onto it after hitching into town, wayfaring 23-year-old natural-food nut. Its mission: liberating and upgrading food stream, getting real food to real people, cheap and in down-home way.

Even though often homeless (or maybe because of it), I welcomed chance to plug in and become part of merry cause during natural food movement's new pioneering days. I received shipments, stocked shelves and ran register -- "I thank you, the co-op thanks you, Jesus thanks you" -- in exchange for joy of service working with kindred souls to get food with integrity out to shoppers burned out on imitation, nutrition-challenged fare. (Also, I got food at cost plus one percent for volunteering 20 hours month, considerably sweetening deal for anyone living on shoestring.)

The experience changed my life.

Now Stewart Springs was becoming my home away from home. (I had one finally, across valley.) Rushing creek and aromatic scent of pine and cedar re-awakened idyllic childhood memories of summer campgrounds in state and national parks. And Springs's devotion to healing mind, body and spirit in rare natural setting helped me overcome a lifetime of body alienation and steadily reintegrate body-mind-spirit on higher awareness level.

Place then had no coldplunge. Liking to build little dams in creeks as kid, one summer day I found myself spontaneously moving Park Creek rocks around below bathhouse, trying to build up water depth. 

Immersing oneself then could be problematic due to strong currents and lack of dunkable spots. Before I knew it, I'd de-facto volunteered to build and maintain a full-on coldplunge dam, project I contentedly dedicated self to over next 14 years. (Got seasonal help in later years with summer c/o work parties, workers trading time for saunas, and with once-a-year hired Mexican-American crew led by Jesus). Grateful for unpaid help, Mary started giving me unlimited free saunas and occasional free bath.

Sporadic service freak at heart, it appeared I'd only been chomping at bit for another worthy cause to plug into as a volunteer. Helping get mineral waters to people in beautiful wild setting, in process turning onto spa culture and working through own body hangups, qualified hands down.

I once met visitor mistaking place for state park. What with its routed yellow lettering on brown wooden signs an easy assumption. Another visitor's first impression was that of old Boy Scouts campground. It just has that kind of vibe. 
"I'll be glad to fill in until you can find someone," I told Mary, thinking to work maybe a day or two until she could hire worker for pay. I wasn't, er, what you'd call an active member of the work force then.

She seemed to think split second, nodded, and said, "You're on!"
Little did I know I'd be that someone for the next 30 months, volunteering again dramatically changing my life.

I made place real second home, staying in unrented cabins and apartments first half year, then moved into shed above the Cottage for two more. Zero pay but free lodging and unlimited free baths and saunas plus employee discount at then-owner-operated restaurant -- that was the deal. It suited me fine, being financially covered elsewhere and having loads of time on my hands.

December 1999
The first month helping Mary out also happened to be a historically momentous time: last month of twentieth century. It proved a crucial one for Springs beyond going year-round and wildly anticipated new millennium and sense of "It's the end of the world as we know it", as song of times merrily proclaimed. Of course, technically there was one more year to start of new thousand-year time period, but everyone was feeling something extraordinary in the air then in late 1999. Too, there were attendant Y2K fears of possible global technology crash stirring the pot.

First indication: nature seemed to contest our audacity attempting to go year-round by sweeping a violent storm over place very night of former seasonal closing date, November 30th -- in total synchronicity, also my first night on duty.

Sometime during the night one mighty gust toppled the massive wooden entrance sign outside fortress gate. Next morning I spent a frosty hour chipping at frozen earth with anemic screwdriver and hammer, reminding self to get work gloves and crowbar, trying to gain enough depth to re-plant posts. (Planting miraculously held until future groundskeeper Mendara did more thorough job in 2012.)

Then tragedy struck. Mary's mom, Pat, who'd dedicated running front desk over a decade with gentle grace, alternating with equally dedicated, if more rambunctious, older sister Ceci, came down with a rare blood disease. It was destined to take her life a few short months later. As soon as she was hospitalized, Mary, devastated, closed Springs -- front gates and all -- to care for her and deal with terminal prognosis. It was a week before Christmas. Red lettering of scrawled sign she posted in felt-tip on front gates announcing sudden closure teared in the rain.

Earlier, she'd solemnly handed me office's big red bookings binder for safekeeping in cabin 15, where I was then staying. Before computer use, this ringed binder was sole record of reservations going out an entire year. In that moment I felt an inkling of the reality, the gravitas, of what it meant to manage place and being responsible for operation and hundreds of visitors' travel and vacation plans. She also handed over a heavy ringed set of keys to every place on grounds except office. I was moved by her trust and determined not to let her down.

Home alone
For an entire week I was only person in closed resort. I puttered with groundskeeping, insulated old sauna and laundry room ceilings, and cued up future projects of own choosing. Leaving for town meant undoing padlocked chain and swinging open huge front gates and re-locking after. Gates always reminded me of gates in 1939 King Kong movie. Ridiculously impressionable, I felt like an extra, opening them and freeing or keeping in -- who, what? To my knowledge, the gates hadn't swung shut in ages.

As I walked around suddenly deserted wintry grounds, place had a rare stillness, counterpoint to ceaselessly moving creek backdrop. There seemed an eeriness, some forlorn feeling, as if place needed healing too. Maybe it was saddened knowing coming demise of one of its dedicated keepers.

I needed some antidote to shake free of this energy. Enthusiastic if guilt-ridden closet nudist at the time, one sunny cold morning as cool-down from sauna I strolled place barefoot naked over snow until feet started to freeze. That was a surreal feeling -- "to bare where no one's dared bare before..." (or at least not in long time). It was an indescribably exhilarating feeling. 

Before Mary left I'd suggested we keep trickle going in a few bathhouse tubs to prevent water pipes from freezing during shutdown, as it was getting well below freezing at night. She nixed idea: "That'd just waste water." I didn't want to argue about it or disobey in her distressed mindstate.

Alas, the day after Christmas when we re-opened for 26 special post-Christmas bath reservations, pipes were frozen solid. Always a fair weather resort before, there'd been no need to bury water pipes below frost line...or any county building code inspector nosing about to insist on it.

Twenty-six crestfallen people were given refunds. Late ace grounds plumber Matt Reed and I worked long into bitter cold night digging down to shallow mineral-water pipeline spanning under parking lot. Pickax bounced off frozen ground with anything less than full force that shocked bones.

Eventually we unearthed line and defrosted it with hairdryer. In next year or two place would get fully winterized, but not before several undrained water heaters in unoccupied unheated cabins froze up and burst, drenching carpeting; and uninsulated freshwater line for bathhouse's showers, bathroom and laundry spanning walking bridge turned to ice a time or two, hairdryer put to work again.

Workaholic's dream
As I was volunteer work-trader, not paid employee, Mary never -- not once -- ordered me to do anything except shut up now and then. It was understood I'd handle such daily chores of splitting, stacking and toting firewood, emptying trash, starting both bathhouse stove fires on cold mornings, check water supply levels, and be on hand during closed hours.

Mary lived off Deitz Road, some fifteen miles away. While always rushing to place without moment's thought whenever any problem arose, she needed someone on grounds. Such a secluded place without a resident or two watching over things and helping out guests was not an option.
Beyond such duties she left me free to tackle whatever projects struck my fancy: pulling thistle weed, zenning plunge area; painting building trims soothing rich green to cover over angry rusty red; planting new hand-lettered signs; pruning trees; replacing and painting undersized shot-up mailbox; clearing overgrown backtrails on grounds; trying to make ridiculously overdue dump run (old rig gave up ghost pulling in to landfill and was towed back, trash intact, after local repairman hoping to stiff rich, if reputedly money-tight, owner, quoted absurd estimate); entertaining self and sometimes others on piano I'd loaned to restaurant after yet another shady caretaker had long before sold existing one and skipped with money; starting recycling program; installing spray mister lines on sundecks for refreshing sunbathers on hot summer days...

Also...persuaded Mary to make bathhouse deck and creekside non-smoking area (which, believe it or not, it wasn't until then); purchased new fiberglass handled axes -- the one old one was incredibly dull, dangerous-looking double-headed caution with splintered, duct-taped together wood handle; found drinking-water-safe hose for filling water dispenser, as old petroleum-based one made water taste same as yukky water sipped as non-picky kid from filling station hose on hot summer day -- it could upset one's stomach even while hoping to heal in sauna. (Was stunned no one realized that before; guess it took a chemical-sensitive.)

It's said heaven's in the details. There were so many things needing attention from place so long being under-budgeted and neglected -- maintenance, upgrading, remedial fine-tuning -- that it was a veritable workaholic's dream. The same joy of service I'd felt volunteering at the co-op now infused my new cause celebre.

Not that I was any workaholic per se. But I'd been on disability for nervous condition so long, I was eager to give back and balance the ledger a bit with ability I did have. Doing so at a place I resonated with so thoroughly was a delight. With Mary's generous vote of confidence and encouragement, I followed far-flung, spontaneous urges and helped her liberate place from a sometimes provincial, stagnant, wayward past to greet the new millennium with a semblance of style and grace.

"Why, you must be the owner!"
With my name pronounced same as venerable founder's, I naturally took constant ribbing. If I had a dollar for every time I heard on introducing myself, "Oh, you must be the owner, yuk-yuk", I could've just bought place, said "Yes, I am; do enjoy your stay," and been done with it.

Finally, to amuse myself, I thought up a tall-tale reply, spoken straight faced: "No, I used to own it, but then I lost it in a poker game; the new owner took pity on me and lets me stay around to help out."  I told this to a German visitor, thinking she surely knew I was kidding. Nope. She returned next year with a group and in sad earnest introduced me to a friend as the former owner who'd lost the place in poker game. (Apparently humor doesn't always translate from one culture to another.)

Others, not understanding devotion or high a fitful service-freak got being locked in service mode for what was deemed a noble cause, joked among themselves how I seemed to be suffering from some bizarre delusion that I actually did own it. One local always embarrassed me by loudly greeting me with "Mr. Springs!" in the lobby. In time I came to realize how one not knowing me or my intentions better might've thought I was something like place's own unhinged if harmless Emperor Norton of San Francisco legend.

"Pretend like you own it"
As it turns out there was good reason for taking proprietary stance. San Francisco-based owner John Foggy, having many business irons in fire, was often just a once-a-year visitor, then often only for an hour or two.

Absentee ownership always makes for management taking on more responsibility and decision making if hoping to do good job by being responsive to ongoing needs of place. He told Mary at start -- as he likely told every other manager before and after -- that as he wasn't there she had to think and act as if she owned the place in order to make wisest calls on what needed doing.

Saddling one with such heavy responsibility was at once both incredibly burdensome and empowering.

As Mary's informal right-hand man, given free reign to make whatever changes I deemed worthwhile, I became place's volunteer, act-like-you-own-it, de-facto assistant manager. After she was sidelined by mom's rapidly failing health, my responsibilities stepped up even more. 

Happily I was of course spared mundane details of any full-on manager: revenue tracking, budgeting, employee time sheets, bookkeeping, hiring and firing; shepherding employees to do what needed to be done on time and with focused energy; dealing with occasional distraught guest; carrying out mandates of absentee owner on tight budget always threatening to hemorrhage, whether one approved of them or not...duties of any salaried manager, accumulative pressures of which could -- and invariably did -- get Stewart Springs managers' headspaces astonishingly bent out of shape.

I was Mary's assistant-manager lite, if you will. Volunteer creative director at large. Fine-tuning specialist. Much earlier, when I saw her driving herself nuts trying to take on too much herself and getting paralyzed with indecision, I felt guided to tell her, "Mary, you've got to learn to delegate authority."

I had no idea then she'd ever be delegating it to me. Having intuitive wisdom in such matters, she allowed me to operate within my creative scatter-gun approach, keeping me contentedly engaged in juggling latest chosen projects and getting most work out of me for free, thus more easily keeping within often-strangled budget. 

   Critters enjoy closed season
Place lost crucial focus and momentum closing each winter. A palpable stagnation set in, one that lingered long after re-opening every March 1.

Take start of 1999 season: some no-good had stolen grounds' seasoned firewood stash during closure, leaving bathhouse on chilly side for months after re-opening. Place had to burn wet green wood -- all that could be gotten that time of year -- and try coaxing fires to life with small, air-leaking bellows. Sauna-goers were frustrated trying to break sweat in room struggling to reach anemic 140 degrees F. (160 degrees F. is minimum heat for for inducing free sweat in dry sauna; Finns, true sauna freaks, deem anything under 180 degrees F. not a real sauna.)

Wildlife made determined inroads into lodgings during closed time. This required housekeepers' duty list to include "Check dresser drawers for leavings" -- not referring to guest maybe forgetting a sock or two, as I first thought. Such dilemmas were why Springs had to work triple time to bring place up to acceptable cleanliness standards if ever hoping to lose reputation for being perhaps a tad too rustic.

Mary, again, was grateful for all the free help and support. She understood whenever declining a request I wasn't keen on. I needed to be my own boss and work at own pace, unclocked, to be happy camper. It was win-win-win situation: owner got free groundskeeper (possibly thinking anyone willing to work so much for so little had to be crazy, but hey...), Mary stretched budget, and I enjoyed the service experience of a lifetime.
Anyone who got Mary and learned to roll with the punches found her quirky enthusiasm contagious, wild cowgirl attitude and full-tilt Springs dedication inspiring. We made allowances for sometimes being a hard taskmaster -- and having hair-trigger temper, often displaying dramatic meltdowns.

Indeed, she could flip out with such operatic intensity that any bystander catching it was left wide-eyed, feeling they'd witnessed some improbable human atomic blast. We knew she was under enormous combined pressures from owner, guests, and often-feuding staff, not to mention estranged brother threatening her life. She simply had to vent now and then.

Now it can be told
She'd sometimes find, er, creative ways to release tension. One evening a retreat group deemed music volume in bathhouse too high. A member went to office, where it was then controlled, and told Mary to please turn it down. Big mistake. A large group, they'd  been too demanding during their extended stay ("We need more room towels!" was constant whine) and she was about to snap. She said Okay, pretending compliance to request, and complainer left. No doubt putting on devilish Little Rascals' Darla grin, she locked pass-through door and cranked volume even higherAmid desperate plea through now locked glass-windowed door -- "No, turn it DOWN" -- she pretended to misunderstand. "Oh, you want it louder? Ok!" 

Another time, while driving up to work one morning she saw then Parks Creek Pottery Studio along Stewart Springs Road had set up roadside placard urging sign-ups to protest Springs' one-time plans to install mini-turbine in creek to generate electricity. They perhaps felt it would interfere with free-flowing energy of creek on subtle level. Mary slammed brakes, jumped out, threw offending critter in back of prized black Eddie Bauer pickup and continued on to grounds, where she unceremoniously tossed offending item into dumpster shed. She later feigned innocence when confronted by deputy called up, even though incident was witnessed and placard promptly found.

That said, while not condoning her sometimes lawless ways or ever comfortable with her pronounced stark, in-your-face streak, I always admired how she had place wired to a fare-thee-well. And she was a total people person, genuinely welcoming to guests and attentive to (reasonable) needs. At her best she was a magnetic leader and super catalyst, charging staff with incredible espri de corps.


Astrological Aside
Those curious about such things maybe knew Mary had Scorpio sun. Scorpio is, among other things about eliminating waste, Phoenix rising from ashes, bringing dead back to life. While place wasn't dead exactly, it was definitely a provincial backwaters, a wayward concern worlds away from often-thriving, on-the-ball, can-do concern it would become for long while.

Few knew her Scorpio Sun was combust Scorpio Venus, which apparently can lend magnetic, fiery aura; plus three degrees from Jupiter in Scorpio, lending air of sensationalism and idealism to mix. Such a tight early Scorpio cluster made her in positive flow (vs. freak-out state), a veritable powerhouse of transformative energy.

She gave Springs the massive jump-start needed to break it free from age-old stagnant inertia and expand operations, preparing it to accommodate today's swelling sea of awakening humanity seeking healing spa retreats. With place tucked in nature yet minutes off West Coast's main north-south freeway, there were legions of mineral spring enthusiasts and nature lovers just waiting to discover it.

Scorpio is said to rule mineral springs in general, as such places involve elimination of waste and toxins. When place is pleasure resort as well, as Stewart's can be, Libra's pleasure-loving Venus comes into play also. Mary had moon in Libra. (Myself, sun on Libra-Scorpio cusp, also had both bases covered.) Of course, any sign can relate to Springs -- founder Henry, for instance, was a Leo, and his wife, Julia, spilled over with fiery Aries -- such fiery energy no doubt needed to get all that cold water heated.

Another, perhaps even more fascinating, thing about Mary's chart was her moon phase. A person born during brief window just before new moon as she was is known as Balsamic moon type. In Wiccan religion, period is known as dark moon phase, its energies conducive to banishing or destroying whatever no longer serves.

According to famed astrologer Dane Rudhyar, thin sliver of crescent moon represents "the seed state of future growth." "This type of personality is, in its highest manifestations, prophetic and completely turned towards the future..."  Thomas Paine had it. I'm convinced that Mary, though no doubt unconscious of fact, felt pulled to dedicate herself to the Springs for sake of future humanity.


 Go team
Springs staff -- though paid minimum wage or shekel above, plus tips for some -- was, again, made to feel like elite team. We were not unlike wired summer camp crew cheered on by our quirky high-voltage head counselor. 

We felt privileged to have opportunity to serve such a historic establishment and help visitors trekking world over at beginning of new millennium to relax, regenerate, and heal -- including, not least of all, ourselves. Mary had become staunch believer in place years before taking over helm after it helped her mend from a rough patch. Others, self included, pulled lives together in working there.
"Can you start now?"
I'd always thought that in that split second before bringing me on board she'd assessed my potential and intuited I was the right person for the job. It was only years later I learned, a bit to my chagrin, that she told massage therapist Richard she always hired the first person who applied (or, apparently, even volunteered) for any position.

Such an unconventional hiring policy would naturally take applicants by surprise. Used to long drawn-out application procedures and competition for sometimes-scarce open job slots, people hired in twinkling of eye were apt to to do their level best to not let her down, out of sheer gratitude. Likely either Mary believed the first person to apply was most motivated, and/or she just didn't want to spend time interviewing and felt she could learn to work with whoever the universe sent her.

"Short tub or long?"
During my last half year there, in addition to groundskeeping duties I also went on payroll as bathhouse attendant two days a week -- first male one in ages. (Only two in dozen years since, Dustin, and Seth, who painted beautiful, now-gone, cloudy sky ceiling.) Bath attendants are traditionally women, and perhaps rightly so, but it felt good to break gender barrier and make what I felt were some long overdue bathhouse changes. I'd also become first non-family bathhouse staff member in ages.

"I'd like to see you try to run the bathhouse," Mary had challenged me earlier, planting seed. This in response to my well-meant but badly received suggestions on how to maybe improve place. It was taken personally by bespectacled Linda who'd had a lock on running bathhouse forever. (People who remember her might not know she wasn't born with that limp; she got it falling down slippery stairway to cabins 16-17 while scrambling about doing double-duty as housekeeper, budget not allowing for dedicated position off-season.)

Soon routine: sundry bathhouse duties of tub scrubbing and hosing; washing, drying, and folding mountains of laundry; plus keeping two wood stoves stoked and frequent refilling of water dispensary. It was meeting varied stream of new arrivals and helping them enjoy their time there that made job so exciting and rewarding, giving me the chance to mingle with humanity in positive way.

Again, I was more or less given discretion to run place according to my lights. In those days, bath attendant had more independence running place, given co-authority with front desk, rather than being under it. It was carryover from tight family operation in which neither wanted to dictate to another if possible -- one understandably being reluctant to bark orders to one's aunt, mother, or in-law.

The bathhouse really needed changes to throw off its creaky, almost mildewed, past. It sometimes could feel like some old rural health sanitarium. Possibly in past such regimented Believer airs evolved in defensive reaction to conventional pill-and-procedure society, dismissing mineral water cures as useless quackery. But lots of people now knew mineral waters had real therapeutic value, and place needed to change tune to get up to speed and lose over-provincial vibe in order to allow greater numbers to benefit from waters  -- and have clear space in which to attune to believed energy vortex of land that seemed to magnify any given vibration, positive or negative.

I put up new artwork and prints in halls and tub rooms, in room 14 photo of triumphant Julia Butterfly, who'd just come down from Luna; DJ'ed music offerings favoring Enya and Ladysmith Black Mambazo; and posted new signs to help stamp out perplexity on matters like "Where's the sauna?", ""Where do I put used sheet?" and "How cold's the creek?"  Business major in junior college before switching to Psych and then quickly dropping out of UC Berkeley, I'd kept dormant interest in business operations that now resurfaced.

Perfect Storm
People thought place could get busy in later years -- and indeed it did now and then. But during peak season early in new century place roared full-tilt with great unwashed masses, day in and day out.

There was the Oklahoma Land Rush and there was the Stewart Springs Bath Rush.

It was a perfect storm: extraordinary confluence of flush times, millennium fever, more people traveling pre 9/11 with cheapest gas in ages; droves discovering joys of Mt. Shasta area and mineral springs and flirting with radical body freedom, almost as if in bold and carefree celebration of new millennium; place experiencing honeymoon of historic year-round operation; extended hours; re-opened restaurant; and Mary pulling in new retreat/workshop group bookings like crazy -- one alone for 90 people for two weeks -- all while usually keeping bathhouse open to public.

During peak season and on any given extended holiday weekend operations often ran in overdrive from open to close -- sometimes even before and after hours when, by special arrangement, busloads of touring international visitors, oftentimes Chinese, other times Russian, Japanese, Spanish, or French, descended on place to soak as group in rotations.

Example of how frenzied things got: Bath attendant Morningstar Killbear was swamped by press of humanity jonesin' for tubs during super-packed Memorial Day weekend, waiting list for tubs stretching out forever. She was working triple-time cleaning tubs to try to keep up, and in her rush slipped and fell on wet hallway floor, fracturing leg.

While lying there and people busy about her creating makeshift splint, one determined woman swept up in soaking frenzy ignored calamity and shamelessly stepped over her prostate form to scope availability of tub room #12 that she'd been working on, thinking to claim it. Knowing the show must go on, I jumped in and grabbed hose and scrubbed my first tub ever. Morningstar held hose in place from floor while splinting efforts progressed, mischievous little smile on face, trouper when down.

Office manager Ceci, Mary's aunt, told me at end of one 10 to 6 day we'd turned 86 baths. This was before enforced break periods, when relief worker would cover. Then there was barely time to pee, let alone scarf snack -- forget any even half-way leisurely lunch -- without losing critical momentum and serious operational log jams building up, upsetting visitors and soon driving attendant crazy. That was turning a tub every six minutes all day long, in addition to all other duties.

Laundry from both bathhouse and lodgings pulled out of dryers created periodic textile mountains on work table awaiting folding and sorting. Worker was expected to fold it all, off the clock if need be, before going home, or come in early next day, if on shift again. Ill will between workers often cropped up if, rebelling from being made to work off-clock, laundry was left unfolded for others to work off-clock and often getting hopelessly backed-up: "She left a mountain of dirty laundry for me!" was not infrequent whine to manager.

During open hours rapid folding was done every spare moment lest new arrivals be kept from rooms for want of fresh bed sheets and towels throwing off housekeeping completions, or bathers run out of modesty-preserving cover.

How busy was it? Twenty people might be packed in sauna (old, smaller one, two-thirds present size); every tub taken, with mile-long waiting list; 15 people lounging on deck and another 20 lolling in and around creek; more finding alternate dipping and sunning spots upstream and down; half-dozen newcomers crowding office, then half the size; more lined up out door as if waiting to catch premiere of some new blockbuster movie...

We wuz mobbed!

Inspired to keep up to speed with Mary's revved pace and keen on-the-ball focus and to exercise long dormant dynamo side, I felt in my prime at 50. I thrived on the challenge to stay on top of things like a juggler learning to keep blur of balls aloft: not letting drinking water stand go dry or run out of clean towels and sheets, cleaning tubs second they drained for next waiting visitor, keep stoking sauna firebox, changing foot dip basins, changing CD music, giving tours... The responsibilities of it all pulled me out of old reclusive shell and let me mobilize forces I'd forgotten I even had and re-join humanity. People who knew me were astonished by the change.

And I owed it all to Mary for giving me a break, thus gaining honor of working at sacred land during momentous time.

A more conventional-minded person might've said of my work offer, "Er, well, thanks, but I don't think so" --  if not laughing outright with dismissive "You're kidding, right?", disheartening response I once got at a used bookshop in town. As anyone who knew her would readily agree, Mary herself was not conventional by any means. She seemed to value fellow unconventionals. The first non-family office manager she'd hire, replacing her aunt CeeCi on retirement, was a spry young woman, Natalie, who sported a prominent gold nose ring.

Mary's trust in allowing me to do things according to scattered creative impulses kept me busy as I wanted to be. Having become a total sauna buff, I bought sauna thermometer and worked to keep room a toasty 180+ degrees F. This was to delight of fellow sauna enthusiasts...and dismay of those complaining it was too hot. The latter were invariably the same ones who passed on cold plunge as too cold. Obviously, such visitors, while loving idea of nice hot bath, resisted any hot-cold therapy regimen, despite it being time-honored, core therapeutic reason for coming to such places. (Obvious sign of place having lost original radical-purifying/healing focus with succession of new 'owners' over decades. see History)

I often eucalyptus-sprayed sauna air, that aromatic essential oil being traditional in saunas for clearing respiratory while also delighting olfactory. I twirled towel overhead to disperse rich scent while spraying, as learned they did in Germany's famous Baden-Baden. Witty friend Stella promptly dubbed me the Stu-calypticopter.

Exit stage left
Departure from posts was in stark contrast to propitious arrival. At time an impossibly romantic fool and emotionally green for my age, I'd develop impossible ephemeral crushes on certain staff members. Awkward situations developed over time as quixotic, tender, but unexpressed feelings were met with indifference or worse, leading me to lose temper and act rashly.

One young bathhouse attendant unfortunately had a name close to long-ago love of my life, rendering my overly impressionable mind to take leave of its senses.

She'd become Mary's latest pet and was determined to uproot her old one -- me -- and apparently had zero respect for place beyond it providing modest paycheck. She goldbricked when she could, sometimes closing laundry room door to space out with escapist reading. This set me off, apart from any other hurt feelings, seeing paying visitors waiting for her to help them get started and she coldly ignoring them as long as possible. She became hostile towards me in return, leading to exchanging heated words, then declaring cold war and extreme aversion to ever working together.

(Similar employee wars erupted time to time in place's sometimes uber- contentious work environment. Once, innocent bathhouse attendant was tacitly accused of stealing gift shop items by front office person; she wreaked revenge by refusing to respond to walkie-talkie, then used to announce new arrival for bath, creating operational chaos and soon unhinging office person, leading to her eventual firing.)

Mary at one of mandatory staff meetings in bathhouse lobby had said she'd had it with staff bickerings and having to play mother hen to smooth out constant squabbles. In process she'd lose critical focus and momentum over pressing matters. She gave an ultimatum: "The next staff person I hear about arguing with another in front of a paying guest will be fired - I don't care who it is."

Of course the next person turned out to be me.

I'd volunteered to take over that woman's time slot running the bathhouse after she asked, through another if I would, and when moment came to at least be civil enough to thank me, no thanks were forthcoming. I lost it in front of an old regular, and word got back.

Even then, Mary showed diplomatic side possibly few knew about. I admired it even as I was about to get the ax, earnest service run meeting ignoble end. She always tried to make firings as easy and considerate as possible, to minimize chance of problems down the road. Mary approached me out on grounds where I was snapping dead tree branches and lamented, "Stuart, she's threatening to quit on me if I don't fire you - the housekeeper, too [don't ask]. I can't afford to lose them both with busy season just starting. I don't know what to do."  

Pregnant silence. Her thoughtful approach of course left me with opening to be noble. I sighed and said, "That's okay, Mary, I've had a good run. I'll leave."

How diplomatic is that? She let me help her out of a tight jam by quitting! Anytime, don't mention it. (Mary, likely sensing I'd been set up, later decided to call woman on her bluff to quit and let her go too; small comfort.)

Ye cats
Soon tears welled in my eyes. I felt like Johnny Carson on his last Tonight Show. I knew that among other things I'd be leaving were three black cats I'd befriended and who always slept with me in the shed.

A mother and her two offspring, they'd stowed away in late head massage therapist Arnie Sanchez's car before he left his cat-rich home for work years earlier. On arrival they jumped out and ran off. They became semi-feral and were only occasionally fed for years til I befriended them. While offspring gladly took to hanging inside at night, the mamma cat who I'd named Babushka stayed away -- until one day there was an animal kingdom healing workshop harpist/healer Eric Bergland invited me to participate in. I tuned into animal kingdom focus. Like magic, mamma cat hopped through open window to join me and offspring that night and every night from then on.

This was May, 2002. After living and working at Springs for what felt like ages, it was time to move on, give new people a chance to plug in and experience reward of serving there. A few years later I'd again work bathhouse another one-year stretch, under owner's managing daughters Crystal and Astra who took over after Mary left the world.

I like to think I did her proud helping the springs make quantum leap into the twenty-first century. I know I felt blessed to have served the place at such momentous time.

Wired family management
I once talked to yet another aunt, Mary, who I didn't even know existed until Aunt Ceci in office one day handed me phone. A big group staying in A-frame had an electrical circuit trip but no one could find breaker box to reset it despite exhaustive search. So Ceci called up Aunt Mary. It turned out, she used to work there too. For all I knew, she hadn't set foot on the grounds in ages, yet proceeded to calmly tell me, "Check under the kitchen sink counter cabinet and to the left. The one you want is the double switch on the left row, three up from the bottom."

Mary, of course, was part of a long dedicated family managership of Stewart Springs -- sisters, cousins, adopted sons and in-laws. Legend has it they approached owner Foggy in '80s after place closed due to lack of business and inability to find management fit. They talked him into reopening it under their auspices, promising to do their level best to make place pay and willing to work cheap. Who could refuse such an offer?  He must've thought, Why, the locals love place so much they'll work there for peanuts! This place might prove a goldmine after all if I just let them do their thing.

Example of family's dedication: They ran a van shuttle service to and from Redding Airport for guests who flew in. Some regulars from Chicago and New York vacationed there every year, as place was then a fabulous secret low-key destination resort.

A book could be written on their years running Springs.

Speaking of books: as Debbie in first story mentioned, Mary, her mom, and aunt Ceci kept a secret journal. It recorded sometimes silly questions callers asked over phone and, to amuse themselves, wacky replies dreamed up. Examples:  Q: "Do you heat the creek water?" A. "Yes, we try to keep it 40 degrees for you."  Q. "How high are you there?" A. "Well, it varies; but some of us get pretty darn high sometimes."

Incidentally, it was her aunt Mary
that Mary was named after.

Related story on changing cover-up policy to clothing-optional in year 2000 under Mary's management


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